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It's been a while I guess.
Since I suffered the bruise of irreversible pain that makes you strange
To the "you" that you once knew.
I know it will happen again, or maybe it's happening now but slower.
A lot feels slower.
I keep looking back on who I used to be.
There's a few of them to keep me company.
I think of how if I could sleep how much brighter I'd be.
But when I dream all I see is rockets colliding, of hiding, and trying
To be awake without taking the whole world's pain to make it my own
So that when I'm alone, I distract, and I scroll and I scream at the void
And the stress that comes back leaves me picking my scabs
'Til they bleed...'til they bleed!
I keep looking back on who I used to be.
There's a few of them to keep me company.
Letting out my blood is somehow easier than letting out my breath.
If I could only breathe...
I keep looking back (looking back)...
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